Soul Revitalistion Project Day 5

Start the Body Healing

After over twenty years working in close relationship with people in community I’ve learned that when things seem like they are off centre, its always good to check in with the Doctor and make sure there isn’t any medical or physical reason behind the feelings. So, thats what I did today. I went to the Doctor and I went to get a myriad of tests. I’ll go back at the end of the week and see what the outcome is.

I’ve also been exhausted today. Absolutely bone tired exhausted. I just wanted to to sleep. I  listened to my body and I cancelled the rest of my day and then I curled up comfortably on the couch and slept. I slept solid restful sleep all day long. Eventually I woke up long enough to cook some dinner and then went to bed. I slept solidly and deeply again all night just like Rip Van Winkle.

 “I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That’s why I’m trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.”

― Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower