Soul Revitalisation Project Day 10
And so it came.
The beautiful muse returned to me, finally.
And today I can breathe.
I hit my point of joy again. Ive been so long out of the studio and today I came back. Its really taken something. Its taken deep soul searching, and hard and frightening work. For me my soul flies when I am an active artists. I will always be an artist, whether I paint or not, I will always see the world through an artists eye. But when I create I am whole. I am me, I am safe and I am strong.
These ten days have done it. They have reconnected me to my deep creative self. I have had tears and pain, I have had laughter, joy and silly giggles. I have tested my health, moved my body, felt the sun on my shoulders, lay in the arms of lovers, kissed the cheeks of old and new friends alike. In these ten days I have explored new territories, held hands with strangers heard the voice of an angel bring the world around him alive. In these ten days I have connected my heart chakra and my root chakra and felt my skin tingle and burn from the joy of it. In these ten days I have opened my divine feminine self to the world around me, I have showed discernment and allowed in only that which I choose. In these ten days I have revitalised my soul.
I know this because today, on my tenth day, I found myself back in the studio. I went there to clean, to tidy, nest, prepare. Like a pregnant mother I went down there to nest and prepare the nursery for the new life I could feel swelling up inside of me. I did this for a while, a dear friend and lover by my side to hold my hand and protect me. She spent her time finding bundles of inspiration for me to play with later and then she silently snuck off and let me sit actively in my bliss.
I played down there for hours, creating nothing at the same time as I was birthing a whole new sense of self. I found those softly smouldering embers of my souls fire and set them aflame again.
None of these pieces are finished. My Soul Revitalisation Project is not finished. I will continue with all of it. I will continue to paint, I will continue to breathe, love, laugh, and I will continue to explore the divine consciousness.
xoxo